we are not as what we're thinking about. Sometimes we believe that is the best we had done. We believe that the result will come brightly as how the best we answered it before. Don't think its really contented you. Remember Him, our Creator. Its really happened to me. We believe that we are among the scorer who will return with the triumph and glorious result.

But, please believe it. Allah knows what is the best for us. Perhaps it will come truthly in the next stage. As a human being, we are so weak and could not be able to guess well. It's actually a test.

But, as what I had mentioned before, this is not the destination, it still the the long journey. I have to accept it. 

i seek from your forgiveness ya Allah....